i feel like my life has no cause. the things keepin me up is all the lil kids around me and my best friends. but then theres the people who i call my *friends* who r just there for me to talk to about nothing important. i mean if i tried to talk to them about my problems they would just laugh and change the sublect. asheley-for example- would make it into a big joke and not take it seriously. is ther ne one in this world that cares!?! well thats it for now *me*